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Actual imaginary friends
02:38
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Sometimes I notice that your eyes are rolling back so far that my self consciousness subsides
But then I find it rushing back as you move your lips to say it all again
You repeat, repeat, repeat what you’re saying
But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t get my words in
And here at the end, you find ways to blame me
And I can’t explain why I’m feeling empty
Back when you left me for stalling your detailed plans again
I wasn’t thinking I’d have to pretend this didn’t end
It seems to me that I just lack the self confidence to let you help me
Way deep down in my subconscious, I create emotions that make me reckless
You barely know me, so how could I know you
I can’t seem to see, a way to get us through
You repeat, repeat, repeat what you’re saying
But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t get my words in
And here at the end, you find ways to blame me
And I can’t explain why I’m feeling empty
Back when you left me for stalling your detailed plans again
I wasn’t thinking I’d have to pretend this didn’t end, this didn’t end
Wish you were here
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Grand Theft Swayze Train
03:01
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I always wanted, I always needed to find the words you might hear
I know you’ve always wished that I would admit to you that I’ll always be a letdown
I’ll always be a letdown
Down on the couch I’ll be waiting
Watching the words that show before fading
I haven’t made a single decision
Wasting the time that I was given with you
A change in the way I saw your face, before I could even see the end
Maybe I’m overlooking or undermining the changes you have made
If I could find a way to make sense of what you’re trying to do
Maybe I’d see a way to get past this type of thing on my own
But I don’t know why I’m stuck just laying here
When I’m up at night you know I just can’t shake that there’s a finite number of the breaths you take
Please hear me now, please hear me
If I’m to blame, then you’re to blame
If I’m to blame, then you’re to blame too
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I know what you hate, and you know what tends to make my day
We tried doing this your way, but I’m seeing this too late
Fractured and hopeless, I didn’t notice the space between us
This is the lowest, how could I notice the space between intention and routine
I know you’ll spin this to make it so it’s all my fault
But then you might find a way to love me the way I am
Oh not again no, oh not again no
What did you say that made me think that we’d always be this way
With every passing day I’ll be reminded that I’m just feeling sorry for myself
And now I know just what my future really holds
Fractured and hopeless, I didn’t notice the space between us
This is the lowest, how could I notice the space between intention and routine
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Why are you calling me?
02:27
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Your side has been cold
It’s where I tend to roll to fall back asleep
While you still hate me, while you still hate me I’ll move on
If I ever walk away, I might finally be ok
While you still hate me, while you still hate me I’ll move on
If I live another day, I might finally step away
But I won’t ever be the same
I’ll be right here
Even if you stay here
Even if you stay here
I’ll be right here
If you choose to stay here
I’ll be right here
Even if you leave here
I’ll be right here
While you still hate me, while you still hate me I’ll move on
If I ever walk away I might finally be ok
After all, after all of this time
I won’t call
Quiet nights are just fine
If I ever walk away, I might finally be ok
If I live another day, I might finally step away
I can step away
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Text me that shit.
02:23
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Now in hindsight I know that I wasn’t feeling like myself
But you sure as hell weren’t helping me improve my mental state of health
And in the future when you call me, I’ll be losing the progress I’ve made in this time
And when you ask me how I’m doing, I’ll be lying when I say that I’m just fine
I’m just fine
I wonder just where all the time has gone
And I regret those days I spent chasing after you
All those fights that made us toss and turn throughout the night
And in the future when you call me, I’ll be losing the progress I’ve made in this time
When you ask me how I’m doing, I’ll be lying when I say that I’m just fine
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